What Others Are Saying
- Nobody cares for me
- i'm afraid that i will harm myself
- missing my son confusion being falsely accused of being a drug addict
- loss of someone
- How to be kind
- parent with dementia
- Why my parents fight all the time and why all the stuff gets put on me
- I’m not as good as my bfs exes
- Friends not able to concentrate doing bad in studies family problems
- I have done something wrong
- Aimlessness
- other perfect girls
- life is just so surreal and I just don't think I can keep living in this haze that everything is out of control that I am just a worthless hateful being who only knows of rage. I don't think I would feel anything if I killed someone not even one of my friends
- Not enjoying anything
- Intrusive thoughts
- suicide
- I can’t think
- everything
- Worries
- harming myself
- I wish i didn't make this really stupid mistake
- I’m traumatized
- I'm so weird
- Everyone that said they were my friend used me to know my secrets and never really wanted to be my friend
- Hating people. Resentment
- Self harm thoughts when i see anything i could hurt myself with
- I can feel a depressive episode coming.
- I feel another depressive episode on the horizon.
- I know I'm capable, I know people close to me think I am capable. I know I can value myself, and that future can be, and can be working on being bright because I don't know it yet. I know I have to take think slow first, and that, yet vicious, I can be confidant in the world more than "paranoid". I know I can LIVE. Can BE. Can FEEL. and feel GOOD... Yet Another day is another day... bleak and bleached by years of depression, trauma and things I've yet to discover... I'm known in my city psychiatry system since I'm a toddler... I was and still am in good care, better now than back then... but still. I know I have to unlock something in me, in my confidence, the confidence I have in others and the outside... I know that there's thing outside my home, outside my room, outside my psyche... But yet still don't know how tf to move on, even if a panic attack is only temporary... and friendship come and go to meet up again, volatile... and life is fluid, organic... I still feel like I don't value myself as much as my close ones, and even them seems to value myself more than I imagine... I want to be, to live, and I technically can, and crave for it, and I'm so lucky to have caring, loving, and even if obviously tired, patient people around me. Anyway I don't know how to make thoughts short sorry...
- There is so much wrong in the world right now and I can't control it.
- Hopelessness
- About the future
- hopeless, demotivated, afraid, strange, variety thoughts of good and bad things, inner voice, things that come into my mind which are not normal( as suicide, killing or making other suffering) but they are not putting in practice cause they are controlled, sometimes I feel sad or alone cause i do not find satisfaction anymore in talking with others, and feel bad when i talk to much about myself.
- Thinking about my late dad, thinking about my mom that far away from me, afraid of making them disepointed of my result, thinking about my “special” sister
- I will never be able to live away from home
- DO the men around me understand or care about what is happening?
- Loneliness, disconnected, unappreciated, undesirable
- HArming others
- Abandonment
- Career choice
- I always make everything worse.
- Violent
- family
- Time
- Why am I even here? Why do people disregard the way I feel and don't try to talk to me about it.
- Loss
- Anxiety
- Not being able to trust
- no one can love me because im not skinny
- Infidelity and fear of abandonment
- loneliness
- Death
- Past emotional abuse
- I'm inferior to everyone else.
- Something wrong with me
- Severe anxiety
- I hate life
- indifference and loss of passion
- why is my body like this
- fear of getting covid
- fear of getting covid
- Intrusive thoughts
- BPD
- anxiety
- I’m worthless and will never amount to anything
- Being ill
- Work